Roadblolcks

It's been a while.  I have found myself consumed with life.  I received my AA in Elementary Education and started my BS in Human Services 10 days later. The classes are shorter, a mere 5 weeks, and there is a lot more required of me.  At the same time I had major surgery and have now been cleared to resume my normal work schedule.  The kids still have school to get through and did I mention the house?  Yes, the house.  The place we live in that looks like we live in it!  More so than I would like at times! All that and I am still a wife too.  I have a loving husband that needs my attention!

Deep breath in......exhale.

God has been moving.  I feel His Spirit prompting my thoughts and Troy and I have seen Him move mountains.  Even with this I still feel a stirring in my spirit.  I don't know what it is.  Parts of me know. Then there are the parts that are so terrified that I dare not type it on a public blog for fear that I will be held accountable to my words.

Over the last year, I would say, the Lord has revealed big things to me.  He has opened my eyes to His word. He has shown me His commands and I believe that I am now in a season that He wants me (and Troy) to act on them.  I have been on fire. Ready to go. Wanting to do what He calls me to do but He has put up roadblocks.  Literal roadblocks.  He knows me all to well.  He knows that I like to act without waiting on Him.  So, He protects me.  He blocks my path so that I can not screw up His plan. 

There is so much I want to share.  I am trying to will my fingers to type the words but alas, they will not. Lord, are you protecting me again? I know that soon I will share with you what He is doing.

As for now I will continue on the path with my Savior, waiting for Him to move the roadblocks and for His Holy Spirit to wave the flag allowing me to go forward.